I think I’m just trying to do too much.
I’ve been attempting in vain for the past several weeks to get caught up with everything, being the magazine, my own personal columns, and so forth, but it seems like I’m always about three steps behind where I would like to be and unfortunately, I still can’t see myself finding the horizon anytime soon. I had everything laid out to bring myself up to speed last week, but somehow I ended up sleeping through most of my free time. This week I’m working about 20 hours over my normal schedule, so I guess I should just be happy to make it through the week! I don’t want to drop anything, especially the magazine because it’s just come too far already, but I don’t like missing deadlines continuously and constantly leaving everyone wondering what’s going on. I’m also trying to avoid going on hiatus to “catch up” because that never seems to work anyways, so here I am, stuck between a rock and a hard place.
In other news, Kim left on her cruise this morning, which was kinda sad, but I know she’s going to have a great time and it gives me a week to make plans for the best birthday she’s ever had! I bought Final Fantasy X last night at Target for $15, although I don’t think I’m going to even try to start playing it this week. Along with the contemplation of Christmas gift selection coming up soon and how I’m going to get myself out of this hole over the next six days so that I can feel free to enjoy Sunday and all that it will entail, it’s safe to say that I’ve just got too much on my mind! Anyone want to go have a drink???