Why can’t I find any creative minds that have any sense of responsibility to their work?
It seems like for every creative venture that I try to explore with another person, I end up doing all of the work and/or pulling my hair out trying to “motivate” them, while their interests opt to come and go as it suits them (or their resumes). I dream big and can’t do everything by myself, but I always end up cutting things sort or eventually killing the project altogether because people are just fucking lazy. I can only imagine how some of my ideas past could’ve turned out, if only I’d had another equally ambitious person involved to help carry their share of the load.
It’s not fair that I can’t dream outside of the box because I can’t depend on people.
Join the club. People don’t want to do their share, or fulfill their end of the bargain, or simply decide something else is more important.
The only problem is that I CAN’T do it myself, and if I could, I would.
So instead I sit around, not doing anything, thinking about how much my friends and partners suck.
DUDE.
I sent that at 8:30.
Pretty sure.
Because Ray came out to the living room and said, “Oh, you’re actually done? I thought we were going to blahblahblahblah?” and the place closes at 7 or 8 and it was near 8:30. And it was already sent.