Everything seems to sing, everywhere I go…

I found myself reminded of this old tune circa 1983 from the episode of Fraggle Rock that Christopher got to watch after eating lunch today, and it amuses me how whenever I watch these older Muppet works like Fraggle Rock or The Muppet Show or even the classic episodes of Sesame Street just how much Jim Henson himself bled through the characters that he played – with this one, it’s almost hard not to picture Jim himself playing that magical flute down in the Fraggle caves, singing his song of songs to anyone who cared to listen.

In fact, you can actually see some fun pictures of Jim posing and performing this character (Cantus the Minstrel) over on the Muppet Wiki!

The other day I was posed with the challenge of naming who my creative mentors would be if I were to gather them all around a table for their advice and wisdom, and though I’m probably going to write about the exercise later in greater detail because I really found it to be pretty interesting, I’ve got to say that at the time the very first person to pop into my mind was none other than Jim Henson. And I’m not entirely sure why, but what I’ve pieced together so far is that even though I’m not necessarily precisely where I’d like to be in my writing career at this point in my life, I can say that I’m trying to get there by embracing in these things that I’m the most passionate about and you don’t have to watch more than a couple of minutes of any Muppet act to know without a shadow of a doubt that Jim Henson lived creatively by doing exactly that.

It’s also interesting – and admittedly a bit relieving – to note that as epic as those regrettably short, last twenty years of his life were, looking at Jim Henson’s career, some of my absolute favorite things to come from the legend actually didn’t come to be until later on in his life:

  • Sesame Street first aired in 1969, when Jim was 33 years old
  • The Muppet Show first took roots in 1976 (40 years old)
  • The Muppet Movie hit theaters in 1979 (43 years old)
  • Fraggle Rock first aired on HBO in 1983 (47 years old)
  • And probably my personal favorite – A Muppet Family Christmas – was released in 1987 when Jim was 51 years old (only two years before his death)

I bring this up simply because lately it’s been easy to sort of look around and panic when I see that I’m 34 years old and I’m not exactly where I want to be in life, but I try to think of a guy like Jim Henson – one of my creative mentors – and not only acknowledge that some of his best works came far later in his life, but also – and more importantly – that frankly it’s hard not to look back at any of these moments in his career and not see just a happy, bubbly guy having the time of his life creating these bizarrely charming stories about wandering minstrels and strange, little creatures living just out of sight, and it kind of makes me stop and question my priorities and whether I should really be beating myself up for not being farther in life than I would like instead of simply living in the moment and enjoying every last step of the process along the way.

Hmmm. 🙂

Dream Journal : Random Fragments

I was staying at this pretty crappy motel with my Mom and sister, and I had gone out to meet up with somebody late into the night. When I got back, the TV was blaring pretty loud and there were other people in the room.

It was an oversized room, but not quite one that had separate rooms, and the other two guys who were there were friendly and all, but still loud and looked like they still had a long night of drinking beer in the room ahead of them. After going over and talking to my Mom, who was mad but afraid to say anything, I found a handwritten note (almost a letter) from the hotel staff sitting on the counter that basically said the room occupancy was 6 people and because it was a busy, holiday weekend, the room would be full regardless of only having 3 in our party…

Mad and tired, I took the letter – along with these abnormally small key fragments that apparently served to unlock the door – and went down to the front desk to complain…

* * * * * * * * * *

The place was kind of a half-diner, half-my-grandparents-house because I worked there, but my grandparents were there too and they most certainly didn’t.

I had just finished waiting on somebody who was getting ready to leave, and for some reason we were calculating the check as well as how much I was making from that particular meal at the same time. My boss wasn’t pleased because I guess he paid me different wages throughout the week and he wasn’t thrilled about giving me $20/hour just because it was a Saturday, but the lady was nice and when it came time for her to go, there was a plate of chocolate chip cookies that she had ordered that were fresh out of the oven and I was told I could have them because she had to go in a hurry.

That’s when it started getting weird!

The diner was also sort of my grandparents house because some of my relatives were gathered, including a couple of my cousins who I don’t get to see hardly enough. While I was waiting for my grandpa to come back, I started talking to my grandma about not being able to bake cookies as good as grandpa because he used some special orange butter that didn’t taste like oranges at all, but made the cookies super chewy and delicious just like when they’re fresh right out of the oven!

It was after she told me that I should just pick up a tub of it for myself at the store and give it a try that something dawned on me and I realized that despite her image being clear as day, grandma had actually been dead for many years.

After having a couple of the cookies with my cousins, the dream began to slip closer to reality when I also realized that so had grandpa…

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I was walking down this dirt trail that for whatever reason seemed to be ripe with animal life – particularly tiny lizards and snakes and whatnot – and even though it was dark, I seemed to be able to just reach down and more often than not, I’d have one of the little creatures in my hand after I closed it.

I kind of likened it to working at camp, and there were all sorts of other kids around me who just thought it was the coolest thing.

I started catching some of the more provocative ones, taking a particular interest in some lizards that glowed neon colors, and after I had nabbed a couple of them with plans to keep them in jars to watch them, I heard the camp ranger grumbling from the other side of the fence we were walking along and he was none too happy for me to be abusing the wildlife like I was apparently doing!

So I did what any teenager would do in that sort of situation – I jumped into my space ship and took off, hoping that he couldn’t chase me through the sky … although in retrospect it’s not like the truck that he drove could fly or anything. But for whatever reason, my ship while flying happened to go very slow, meaning that he could still close distance between us until I started putting altitude between us as well, and after going higher and higher, I knew I was finally safe just before being ready to leave the Earth’s atmosphere.

I decided to do one more fly by over the camp before leaving to see if things had calmed down, but all I could really see from my height was the shape of the landmass of Michigan and an approximation of where the camp resided many miles below.

“I have come here to chew bubble gum and kick ass…”

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I don’t know what it is about this movie because it’s really just awful, but there’s something about its awfulness that makes it ideal for turning on at 3:00am when you really should just call it a night and go to bed already!

And it’s funny because I don’t think I actually discovered the full movie until a couple of years ago after having seen bits and pieces online and finally searching out the actual name of the thing, but I’m pretty sure that I did first hear that “classic” line from the likes of Duke Nukem, even though as terrible as it was, I do think it was still better delivered by Roddy Piper.

Fun Facts: Apparently Roddy was also a fairly successful professional wrestler, and now he has his own podcast! 😕

“…either put on these glasses or start eatin’ that trash can!”

I think I need a new theme for this site … I think…

So I’ve been doing a lot of pondering about my writing career as a whole and how do I quantify all of this suffering via keyboard over the weekend-ish, and one of the ideas that’s been kicking around inside of my head is that maybe it’s time for me to spruce this particular site up a bit to better highlight all of the writing everywhere that I’m presently doing.

Mind you, my first thought was that maybe I needed to create an all new site to give me a place to feature special content that feels like it belongs somewhere bigger than just my blog, and then I realized that I already have too many other dwindling sites that one more might not be the best idea at the time…

The whole point of this site is really supposed to be two-fold:

  1. MY BLOG, which is just me rambling on about whatever in that classic style that I came to know and love from LiveJournal, circa 2003
  2. A COOL HUB SITE, set to feature writing everywhere – as it happens – which right now pretty much consists of RSS feeds on the front page and that’s it…

The thing is, I don’t know exactly how in depth I want to make this change because I don’t want it to take up an exuberant amount of my time and there are actually certain parts of the site that I already like quite well. Still, this theme conglomerate that I’m running now was slapped together some 4 years ago, and it’s 2015 now and responsive design is all of the rage, and there’s a part of me that likes to think that for some of the prettier posts that I’m writing with photos and whatnot on the other sites, I should somehow be able to pull those in here to make this one look all swanky and awesome and more enticing to your random clicks to those other sites, too!

…somehow…

Anyways, I guess I need to start flipping through magazine themes and see if I can find anything that jumps out at me because that’s probably the direction that I should be looking. For what it’s worth, I really like the theme that I ended up with for Just Laugh and it didn’t cost me a fortune, so I’m definitely open to paying for themes if I can find one out of the box that fixes more problems for me than it creates.

It’s tricky because there’s a part of me that likes the simplicity of something like Medium and is intrigued by the idea of a site that’s more centric on the writing than other flashy stuff … BUT I also have books to promote and I do a lot of photo posts about Disney and whatnot, so in the end I don’t really think that a one-size fits all solution is going to work for me here. Not to mention the fact that it somehow needs to incorporate posts from all of these other sites like they were live on this one … I have a feeling that might be tricky and what I don’t want to do is start importing posts from all over the place just to have them populate on my hub site correctly.

This is by no means anywhere near my top priority, but as I try to get myself posting regularly everywhere in the second half of the year, I’d like to have something that can better showcase all of my thoughtful writings. 😀

We’ll see…

movies thoughts … Avengers: Age of Ultron

Avengers_Age_of_UltronWent and saw this a week ago because apparently that’s what you do when someone offers to play sitter for a night! And although I’d argue that it wasn’t necessarily as good as the first one, it was still nonetheless enjoyable…

I mean, I guess that should really be expected – the two movies are three years apart and after the second round of movies, pretty much all of the characters … except Hawkeye … are pretty well-rounded out at this point, and we even got to learn a bit more about him during this group sequel to even the odds a bit, too.

I think if anything, watching this movie makes me really wonder what to expect from the next couple of Marvel films – particularly Captain America: Civil War, as well as both parts of Infinity War which I’m really looking forward to because I’ve kind of taken in interest in seeing all of the stones coming together and I’m sure when Thanos finally gets his hands on the complete set, it’s going to be pretty incredible!

But more speculation … how are we going to see the team change as the Marvel Cinematic Universe continues to evolve??? I really loved the glimpse at the end of Cap and Black Widow preparing to train the next generation of Avenger, which I don’t think that I was really ready to wrap my head around 5 years ago but as we see the stories and personalities – both on and off camera – beginning to intertwine, and especially when you consider how pretty much every plot imaginable was attempted at one point or another in the comics, maybe change could be good after all.

Except for Ant-Man, because he just looks stupid.

Sorry, Paul Rudd… 🙁

But think about it – there have been rumors about Robert Downey, Jr. being ready to move on from his role as Iron Man, in the comics Captain America went through an arc where Bucky actually picked up the shield and took his place after Cap’s death, and now more than ever you’ve got more stars – and good ones, too – competing for screen time. I didn’t think that I was really going to care for Quicksilver and Scarlet Witch when I saw them in both the trailer as well as the teaser at the end of whatever movie that was, but they both really stepped up to the plate.

I think I’ve even finally gotten used to Don Cheadle as Rhodey in the War Machine armor, and I kind of hated how he booted Terrance Howard out of the role back in Iron Man 2.

And Paul Bettany’s Vision was just plain awesome … you don’t need to be able to wield Thor’s hammer to agree with that!

Anyways, the movie itself was everything you could want from an action movie – upbeat, exciting, with plenty of humor that the entire series is known for … the only problem I saw was simply that the first movie left such Hulk-sized boots to fill, this sequel – as bad-ass as it was – still couldn’t hold a candle. That first Avengers movie was a whole different kind of epic because we got to see all of the superheroes come together for the first time when they really hadn’t interacted with each other at all in their individual stories up until that point.

But the second wave of movies changed that because they had to – we’d already seen everyone fighting together once before, so it made more sense to bring Black Widow into Cap’s story and make Rhodey a bigger part of Iron Man 3, and so on and so forth.

If anything, I’m admittedly a little bummed because after Ultron kind of creeped up on us because I frankly hadn’t even realized that it was coming out this spring – fatherhood will do that to a guy! – the next couple of years are going to be kind of slow in building to the next movies in the series that I’m personally looking forward to seeing…

  • July 2015 – Ant-Man – couldn’t possibly care less
  • May 2016 – Captain America: Civil War – I’ve really taken to Cap, so hopefully this will be better than Winter Soldier
  • November 2016 – Dr. Strange – I don’t know a lot about this one…
  • May 2017 – Guardians of the Galaxy 2 – the first one actually surprised me, so I’d look forward to this
  • November 2017 – Thor: Ragnarok I’ll see it, but Thor’s movies haven’t really done much for me so far
  • May 2018 – The Avengers: Infinity War, Part 1 – SO FAR AWAY – MY SON WILL BE FOUR YEARS OLD WHEN THIS FINALLY COMES OUT!!!!!
  • May 2019 – The Avengers: Infinity War, Part 2 – don’t even get me started on these multi-part movies again…

I’m sure if I looked back at the schedule that got us to this point, one good movie a year is probably about right considering that believe it or not, the first Iron Man movie actually hit us all the way back in 2008 – how’s that to make you feel old?! The MCU has been around for the entirety of the time that I’ve been married to my wife … whew! 😯

So in summary – great movie, Vision is awesome, not as epic as Avengers 1, tip of the iceberg for lots of wacky changes in the films to come. 😉

Memory Lane, not so much paved with gold…

So the last time that I was back home in Michigan, I set aside another pile of stuff for my Dad to shuttle down with him during his annual vacation to a warmer climate, and one of the more interesting items was a box full of my old comics and comic & Magic cards, circa mainly my early teenage years?

Well, after leaving them out in the garage for a year and a half … which was totally a mistake because we kind of have a minor cockroach problem out there and apparently a handful took up residence around the boxes and binders (thankfully none inside the individual card boxes!) … I finally decided to bring them inside, figuring it might be fun to flip through them while I’m watching TV and see what’s even there because it’s been something like two decades now since I was into that sort of stuff!

Just for my own amusement, I decided to look up a few of the more rare ones in the mix … and I also had some old price guides from back in the day, so it was “interesting” to see how, well, apparently collectibles don’t really seem to hold their value worth a shit… 😛

First up – Magic: The Gathering cards.

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I started playing Magic right around by 14th birthday, which I’m mostly assuming based on the release dates for the series’ that we played. Admittedly I only have a fraction of what my original collection ended up being because in my later years of high school, I had started selling a lot of my rares online (via usenet!) … plus, a sizable number “disappeared” in a karmic manner which I can only say was pretty much deserved at that point in my dumb, adolescent life.

So that said, here’s a handful that jumped out as well as what this guide says they’re actually worth right now:

  • Revised : Dual Lands – Underground Sea ($180), Plateau ($40) … I knew that these had become the most rare because I’ve seen them under glass in comic shops – sucks because I used to have the whole set and I’ll bet I sold them for $15-20 a piece!
  • Revised : Fork ($2.10) … What?! These were so rare that I never even saw one until I stopped playing and was only collecting, and now you can buy them for the price of a gallon of gas???
  • Legends : Elder Dragons – Arcades Sabboth($3.57), Vaevictis Asmadi ($5) … My friends and I just missed out on Legends because the series sold out at our one and only local shop, but we later fell in love with them via Chronicles. I’ll guarantee you that I paid more than nine bucks for these when I went and bought the originals!

Next up – Marvel Comics cards.

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If Magic was (early) high school, Marvel was my middle school years because as much as I didn’t really get into comic books proper, I was super into the collectible cards of Spider-Man and Iron Man that replaced the football and basketball cards I used to collect of sports that I honestly didn’t even really understand! 😯

Now what’s really sad about these ones is that although some of the artwork on these things is just absolutely gorgeous (Hildebrandt Brothers, anyone?), apparently their value nowadays is kind of a joke – the idea that I could literally buy a complete set of any of the series that I used to collect on eBay for less than $20 a piece, with the special holograms and foil cards not costing that much more … was it that $20 was just A LOT more money to me back in 1992 than it is now or what?!

Anywho, lastly let’s talk – Comics!

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I had relatively few comic books – in fact, I think most of these were probably acquired in bulk packs at Toys ‘R Us or maybe at the grocery store, but seriously, if anything … the #1 issue of Voltron: Defender of the Universe has got to be worth SOMETHING, am I right?!?!?!

  • Current Value – $3.00

Alright, super friends – I’ll save you from the cockroach-infested garage, but it’s back into the closet with you for now…

Kevin Rose and Leo Laporte

I’ve had this episode of Foundation in which Kevin Rose interviews Leo Laporte earmarked for a while now, but I finally found some time this week to listen along and it was really enjoyable just listening to someone who’s as creatively passionate as Leo talking about his career at large and the road bumps that have slowed him down along the way, and even some of the challenges he faces today with trying to transform TWiT from The Leo Laporte Network into something that’ll actually give him a chance to take a vacation after a while!

I actually really respect both of these guys because like many, I was introduced to them when I switched to digital cable back at the turn of the millennium and suddenly this amazing channel called TechTV existed to embrace this geek culture which was only starting to really blossom as the Internet itself was beginning to take hold. I’ve always kind of considered TWiT to be my lifeline back into tech because even though I honestly don’t watch any of their shows very regularly, I know that whenever I’ve got a couple of hours to kill or need something to put on in the background while I’m pretending to be productive, TWiT just has this incredible wealth of tech content from all of these passionate hosts – Leo and the rest of the former Screen Savers crew included – and it’s always a good time to see what these guys are talking about and get my finger back on the pulse of what’s really going on in tech.

Ironically, one of my favorite TWiT memories still is a few years back now when Steve Jobs passed away and listening to TWiT’s live coverage and the sort of sense of community that it presented to help make sense of such a visionary’s passing as Steve’s happened to be…

After listening to this episode in its entirety, amusingly enough YouTube then recommended an episode of Triangulation (which is one of Leo’s shows) and in fact was one where the tables were turned and Leo pretty much did the same interview with Kevin in the hot seat! I mean, so much of TWiT sometimes is just listening to these guys reminisce about TechTV and their experiences from the other side of the camera, so both interviews are a lot of fun if you happen to be fans from The Screen Savers days or even just enjoy listening to passionate people talking about their craft! 😉

How does one backup a media server’s worth of data???

After adding a 4th hard drive to my home server today, bringing the total storage space up to an unexpected 20 TB, I’ve been thinking a lot about backups and what my dwindling options are as this beast continues to grow even larger and awesomer than I would’ve ever expected only six short months ago…

I’m definitely well past the it’s just TV and movies” phase and am now finding myself much more in the “I love this thing, and it would be a huge pain in the ass to replace!” phase instead! The trouble I’m gauging, though, is how to effectively manage a backup that big without spending a small fortune or driving myself absolutely insane!

Ironically, my original plan when I bought the two 4 TB drives to start this project was that one was supposed to be a backup of the other, however by the time I started getting my hands wet, not only had I concocted a plan to fill both drives that I already had, but I swiftly had another 6 TB on the way to give me “some wiggle room,” too.

Well, now that said wiggle room has flown the coop and I coincidentally just added another backup-less drive to my existing server, I’m starting to think that I need to reassess my options … first and foremost, because there’s literally not any space left in the case I have today for more drives to backup to anyways… 😛

Online backups are pretty much out, and note that I’m only talking about media server backups here – documents, photos, etc… are now triple backed up (something I need to write about one day) – so vital stuff is absolutely safe. It’s just my collection of Marvel movies and twenty-some-odd seasons of The Simpsons that I’m concerned about here today!

Anyways, online backups are out primarily for two reasons:

  • Cost – A real backup service like Amazon S3 would be at least $200/month for 20 TB of data, even at their cheapest Amazon Glacier prices, and I’d be hesitant to push the luck of any of the “unlimited plans” that folks like Crashplan offer with that volume of data.
  • Sensitivity – Let’s see, how do I put this gently??? I may have discovered while I was ripping my DVD collection that it was far more timely to just download copies of them off the Internet, and so even though I know that I have a huge crate of discs in my garage that justify such a huge library of technically illegal content, it’s not exactly something I’d entrust to a 3rd party who might be legally inclined to disagree… 😉

This pretty much limits me to local backups, which sucks because Florida gets hurricanes and whatnot occasionally, but there’s not much I can do.

*note: much…

So when looking at local backups, my latest plan up until this afternoon was going to be to essentially build a backup server that would be identical to my media server, except that its entire job would be to occasionally wake up, make copies of everything on the primary server, and then immediately go back to sleep.

This plan made sense until I started roughing out costs in my head for the next generation of my media server because realistically, my next expansion will need to put it into a proper rack mounted case, along with I’d also like to throw some beefier hardware at it like a dual-chip motherboard, multiple gigabit LAN card with bonded channels, and a RAID setup for the drives for better throughput and redundancy.

That alone is going to be expensive because I’ve never done RAID before and I’m realizing that I’ll need enough drives to build the entire array at once to have someplace to migrate my data over to, but aside from a healthy splurge, it’s still not terrible … until I realize that I have to double everything if I want to run a backup server alongside of it like I had originally been planning! 🙁

That all said, excessive flashy lights aside that a rack full of noisy hard drives will create, I had an interesting idea today that might change most of that for the better and that’s this … why do I need to have a live backup at all for data that’s almost NEVER changing???

Again, these are movies and TV shows, not working documents or even photos that I’m editing, so once I’ve got a ripped season of The Simpsons from Blu-Ray, that’s pretty much it until they re-release everything again on hypercube or holographic projection or whatever new-fangled media to get me to buy 25 seasons of cartoons all over again they come up with next!

So why not, I thought brilliantly while scrubbing myself clean in the shower, just take everything that’s static – pretty much every movie, and all of the older TV seasons – and just stick them on hard drives, and then put the hard drives in a waterproof case to throw in the closet or wherever?

It would save on moving parts because they’re literally only going to get written to a handful of times, it sort of works in that whole elements thing if they’re kept someplace safe, and … I think it kind of makes sense for a lower cost solution without all of the bells and whistles that frankly are kind of frivolous anyways…

I’d still need a system to keep track of what’s been offloaded to the drives for when it comes time to fill a new one, but I’d guess that software probably already exists for tape backups that could be used. I guess I’d have to test them every couple of years just to make sure that they’re still alive, but that could be part of adding new data to the collection which I’m sure would be a manual/annual effort or something, anyways.

I realized as I was completing some seasons of shows that I’d had a long time ago, but lost to a hard drive failure that really once they’re completed, they’re not going anywhere at that point, so maybe I’ve been overthinking this whole massive backup situation when instead I can just drop the one-time cost for another set of drives and a hefty, padded case to store them in and just be done with it!

Problem solved – now can I go back to playing in my data? 😉

One Box or Another…

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Contrary to the popular opinion, sometimes it actually can be fun to read comments on the Internet, as proven in some random comment thread on Facebook where I found the image above. Needless to say, it gave me a grin when by far the most popular comment was along the lines of, “Ummmm – those are Playstation controllers, not Xbox…” 😉

My personal favorite, though? This is a PS1 – no fish can compete with today’s consoles.

Personally, I responded with a suggestion that we enjoy the best of both worlds – virtual and that other one with all of the bears and mosquitos…

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Then again, both the Xbox One and PS4 each have an 8-core CPU and 8 GB of RAM … how many cores does your average trout have???

It’s time to step up your game, nature.

Nothing’s Gonna Change My World

I just discovered last night that this song that I’ve heard bits and pieces of over the years is actually a song by The Beatles, and though I’m by no means their biggest fan, I can’t help but find the lyrics to this particular one to be like poetry…

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe.
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,
Possessing and caressing me…
Jai Guru Deva OM

Interesting to read that the background of the song is very spiritual, and I thought that the words went quite well with this particular YouTube video featuring imagery of the stars around our own universe, too. 🙂

[Edit: I had to swap out the video because it got flagged as only available in the UK and the imagery in this new one is a bit … different!]